it's never gonna do any good inside of you

[katakokk]

Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue to come back here. Tell me anything. Tell me what you really think of me or yourself. Anything.

Post anonymously. Speak honestly. Post as many times as you like.

Whatever you're having issues about, talk to me.

Comments

[pixelwater.livejournal.com]

Sometimes I feel like I don't actually have friends, when I do have great friends. It's unusual because sometimes I'm great friends with them, but sometimes we just don't talk. Like at lunch, we all sit at the same table, except I sit across from them, and well we just don't talk, but they all talk to each other. I'm the only person that doesn't talk at lunch. One time, my best friend didn't even notice me at lunch, when I sit right across from her... My friend (who doesn't go to the same school) said I should just be random (because she knows I'm more of the open type of person, and I'm random), but I just can't do that though... :/

Sorry if this was really long!

You don't accept anonymous comments btw XD But I'm fine with posting on my username (:

[katakokk.livejournal.com]

Oopsies! That would be my own fault.

I know you feel, Jenny. My last year of middle school was basically the same situation. I know you really want to talk to your friends about it, but confronting them would be really awkward. Try inserting yourself into the conversation (unless they're WHISPERING to each other, which then...well, that's another situation) and see how they react.

[pixelwater.livejournal.com]

I had sort of tried that before, but the conversation ends so quickly, and if I try inserting myself into the conversation, it just doesn't seem corect though. And I can't exactly hear what they are saying across the table (even though I'm only about two feet away, but the cafeteria can be so loud XD)

[katakokk.livejournal.com]

Oooooh, that's a toughie. ........I would just hope for a little while that they're just being forgetful, but if it continues, confront them.

[pixelwater.livejournal.com]

I guess I can wait longer, but it's been happening for a long time (about a month). I'm just nervous whenever I want to confront them, but lunch is only 20 minutes though XD

[katakokk.livejournal.com]

Try.....I dunno, sometime NOT during school?

[breyzyyin.livejournal.com]

Well, right now I'm terrified because I have to go to Traffic Court due to a ticket I got in September this week. I've never gone to court before and I'm just really nervous about the whole thing even though everyone keeps telling me it'll be okay. I don't know though...it was such a dumb mistake on my part that I'm afraid the judge is just going to be like "THROW HER IN JAIL!" or something (even though everyone tells me I'm crazy for thinking that since I've never had a driving offense before and it's not like anyone got hurt or anything). O_O;

[katakokk.livejournal.com]

Traffic Court? I've never heard of it. /ignorant

But I would just listen to what everyone else is telling you, and whenever you start getting nervous again, think about what they said.

[breyzyyin.livejournal.com]

Ahhh, Traffic Court is where you go when you get speeding tickets or other car/driving-related tickets. Some of them aren't ones you can just pay a fine for...you have to actually go to court, stand in front of a judge and say your side of the story (while the cop who wrote the ticket says theirs). Most people say that it's nowhere near as intimidating as an actual court/trial, and usually if you show up and aren't rude to the judge your fine will either get reduced or dismissed. You don't have to go to court for a lot of car-related tickets, but if you don't go you'll automatically be found guilty and will definitely have to pay the full fine regardless (so it's usually in your best interest to go). ...I'm just really nervous because I've never gone before. :/

[katakokk.livejournal.com]

Aaaaah, oh yeah, I remember my mom had to go to Traffic Court, but the date kept on getting pushed back because of the hurricane!

It doesn't SOUND nearly as scary as real court. I wouldn't know though; I can't even drive yet!

Good luck, regardless! ♥

[breyzyyin.livejournal.com]

Gah, I got the ticket all the way in the beginning of September. I can't believe how long they make you wait before going to court...so all I've been doing is stressing out about it, lolz (note to self: looking up Google searches of what you got the ticket for only adds more stress since those are all worst case scenarios in the first place O_O). I hope your mom eventually got to go! Having it constantly pushed back must have been annoying for her.

~Thank you! ♥

[estrella-blanca.livejournal.com]

Uhm... Okay... Hm...

I love life right now. I really do. I'm high, happy and dealing with college workload. I'm worried that the person I've become close to in our block will eventually flunk out.

I don't want her to leave our college. She says she doesn't want to either. I want to help her, I really do. ;^;

[katakokk.livejournal.com]

.....Well, why is she considering flunking out? ....Wait, you mean she might FAIL out, right? Well....I'd suggest tutoring her, if she needs it.

[estrella-blanca.livejournal.com]

She's considering it because of the price of our tuition fee... But she does want to stay. In our school, if we get below a certain average for one semester, we get put on probation. If the student still doesn't mean that average in the next semester, they're out of the school.

I'm considering signing her up for the freshman assistance program...

[katakokk.livejournal.com]

OUCH, that's harsh. Yes, signing her up sounds like a good idea :D

[mycassandra.livejournal.com]

I feel really honest today. (Yesterday, I felt dorky.) So, I'll just virtually spit it out: I'm so thankful to have met you online, and I'm sorry because I think I have taken you for granted as a friend. ♥

[katakokk.livejournal.com]

Awwww, thank you! ♥ I don't really feel as if you've taken me for granted; you've kinda been on hiatus anyways. :D

[mycassandra.livejournal.com]

:(

Kinda, yea, but I was back for a while, and I'll be going on a trip again soon! Ouch, timing is horrible. But seriously, thanks for everything.

[smakn.livejournal.com]

I'm terrified of my calculas math test which I have no hope of passing. Because I just suck at this right now.

And my swim meet which is on Wednesday. I'm behind everyone like about one meter and I'm slow AND THIS IS DEFINITELY GOING TO END BADLY.

And this is all I'd like to say for now.

[katakokk.livejournal.com]

Calculus? OH GAWD, I'm still doing Geometry. I would just go over the textbook and stuff....I dunno how to study for Calculus, but I wish you the best! ♥

One meter? That's not a lot, girl, trust me. You'll do wonderfully :D

I believe in you ♥

[sapphireluna.livejournal.com]

I have lost faith in humanity. I'm disappointed everyday when I watch the news. I think humans are headed towards their doom that they've created themselves.

[katakokk.livejournal.com]

Oh, I know what you mean. It's just horrific. D: *hugs*

[pandattack.livejournal.com]

*slowly making a comeback*

Right now, I suppose, I'm just frustrated. With, like everything.
- my *nonexistent* love life and my crushes (everyone I seem to like is either going to a different school next year, or doesn't know I exist.)
- homework load (for some reason I feel like I'm falling behind in my studies, but everyone assures me I'm not...I just don't like stressing over homework, so I tend to not put as much effort, but I don't want to disappoint people...)
- my lack of uhhh, drive? I just feel really lazy right now (FLOBBERWORM) and I haven't done aaaany writing or graphics (anything to do with LJ, really)
- I'm depressed with the human race. I've been reading conspiracy theory books, which probably doesn't help, buuut...just reading politics and opinions, I'm just really losing faith...but I just have to remember that there are still good people.

Aaah, you're such a nice person~ *hugs* It's really nice that you're doing this for people. :)
That's probably enough...xD I'm slowly slugging my way through my inbox.

[katakokk.livejournal.com]

'Tis okay.

I know it's really hard....I just had a big downer last week about my crush. D: But this isn't about me right now.

Well.....I dunno, it sounds really conscientous to say this, but keep your faith with the "nice people" (I'm quoting :D) like me.....so, yeah. ♥ *hugs*

[lizzie-marie-23.livejournal.com]

The day after my seventeenth birthday, there wasn't any school, but I felt like getting out of the house so I didn't tell my parents about it. I packed my backpack like normal and also threw in my new presents. I ended up walking about five miles that day. But then when I was in the park, a policeman drove up and asked if I was cutting school or running away. I felt really bad and knew he wouldn't believe me if I told him the truth. Finally I found my school calendar and showed him, but I hate to think what would have happened if I hadn't.

[katakokk.livejournal.com]

Yikes. D: That is scary, if the policeman had told your parents you were running away or something. Well, at least you told him that you weren't running away, and had your calendar to prove it?

I'm going to be really cheesy here, and say that you can never what would have happened, but it is true. /unhelpful

[lizzie-marie-23.livejournal.com]

Thank you. Nothing actually happened but it felt like it had. He told me to have a nice day once he believed me, but I just couldn't enjoy the rest of the day. I'm so glad to have gotten all that off of my chest. It's good to have someone who listens. (By the way, can I add you as a friend?)

[katakokk.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I can see how that would kind of dampen the rest of your day. To be honest, policemen scare me. And no problem, glad to listen! (And of course, I'll add you right now. :D)